The recent passage of Super Typhoon UWAN (known internationally as Fung-Wong) has left a devastating trail across the Philippines, particularly impacting communities still recovering from earlier storms. Our hearts ache for the millions of individuals and families who are now grappling with loss, displacement, and the monumental task of recovery. The Scale of the Struggle UWAN was a ferocious storm, bringing catastrophic winds, torrential rain, and massive flooding to vast areas across Luzon and the Visayas. The human cost is immense: Mass Displacement: Over 2.4 million people across 15 regions have been affected, with hundreds of thousands displaced from their homes, many now sheltering in evacuation centers. Hardest Hit Areas: The impact has been particularly severe in the Bicol Region (with Catanduanes reported as one of the hardest-hit provinces), Oriental Mindoro , Aurora , Isabela , and the Cordillera Administrative Region . Reports detail widespread ...
I was in the moment of despair and doubt. Irrational conclusions about life kept popping in my mind. I can't help but ask ... is this really the way of God?
I am wondering, but at the same time hoping. Hoping that my questions will be answered ... might be entertained.
God blesses me abundance for so many years, and now ... he is pruning me. I am not sure of the reason, but I want to trust the process. I know this time is not just because he doesn't love me, but I know this is happening because he cares.
He cares that I had no proper vacation for all the years I was working as a freelancer. Rest was out of the option whenever I am working. He knows that during my rest days, I can't rest... I know he is watching... he is watching me with his merciful and healing heart.
I understand now. God want me to rest.
Rest and recover ... that must be the plan.
Though I am still unsure, but that is how I'm feeling right now. I need to learn how to slow down, take a look outside. Do things beyond what I can do in front of my computer. Enjoy life.
The question now is, "Lord, I don't really have a clue what rest is?" ... "am I really allowed to rest? .... be still? ... finally do dolce far niente?"
But I have responsibilities, my family depends on me ... and I ... I am depending on you.
Help me Lord, I am lost ... very lost and seemingly don't know where life is taking me.
But I trust you ... I will trust you ...
I will trust your will my Lord ... may your will be done here on Earth as it is in heaven.

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